just received a horrible news...
a relative of mine has passed away..
there's alot of things going through my mind now..
suddenly feel .. life is so fragile..


in life.. there're so much things to be done...
so much... for me.. the list is almost unlimited..
but do we have enough time??
are we given enough time??
and who is the one giving us time??
for me .. i think the answer is ourselves..
some people may think its god or sth...
wait wait.. are we jumping to religions now?


religion has always been a myth to me..
and will always be...
dun bother talking religion to me...
coz it wun work..
i have a thousand and one ways
to prove why each and every single religion in the world..
is not what they are said to be...
so holy..
so fantastic..
so great..
ya whatever!!


back to topic...
there's always this question that i have been forgetting..
this special question that i've learnt from a success-course

"What is the things you will do today if
you happen to know that this day is the last."

Well the phrasing of the question may be wrong..
coz its meant to be in mandarin..
but well.. the meaning is still there..
its asking.. if you know that that day is near..
what will you most, wish to do??


Cherish life.
Cherish your loved ones.
Cherish yourself.