woohooz exam finally over..yet i like no sort of feeling lyk that...lolx
coz this midyr i nvr put in any effort at all..i feel to put in..but then..no mood ...sigh..dunno y..nvm..well at least 1 big thing of this year over le..next is the end of year le bahz...but still got a long way to go...recently bu zhi bu jue no money le...sianzzz lol..wana save up money again le ...and i oso no more thing to post le..i think i'll start to post frequently from now bahz...mood better lerz..anyway..wish u guyz a happy time spending ur holidayszz....

hmm sad...sigh..i guess this mid year exam i nvr put in any effort..so i dun expect any pass at all bahz...i gues..sigh.moodless...feelingless...wanna die le ..(yeah!!)

haiz...so sian lorz...very no mood to post nowadays...haiz..dunno why leh...recently my mood like big change..lol...and attitude towards life too...i dunno larz...aiya..juz wanna complete this O level exam first..then i can break free le..no need to study..yeah!..hahaz..i dunno larz..i juz dun feel like studying leh..what is the use lor..as if i'll need these knowledge in the future...lol...yeha maybe..but...what the use anyway...all of us will leave this cruel world someday de mahz..then everything is gone to waste le....u see..as people always say..time fly past so quickly...and what is the use of studying anyway lor..we all have a limited lifespan anyway..its juz a matter of time be4 we so-called "leave" this cruel and horrible world..sigh.y dun we enjoy ourselves to the fullest...and not have a childhood of only study, study and study..what crap lor...everyday wake up so early..then go to school study..then so late come back...WHAT IS THE USE!!! Are we so desparate for all these knowledge anyway?!! Sigh i guess no one will agree with me..and will treat it as i talking crap..but then this is what i really think lor....y spend so much time studying...its like...we are being controlled all the while ....what education system...laoz...like a bird trapped in a cage...crap sia...early early wake up..go school study..then night sleep..morning go school again..then sometime still need to revise so much for all these stupid examinations LOR..is like very crap la..haiz..to me now..life is so much meaningless ..last time i used to have a happy-go-lucky attitude lor..then now leh..i think want to oso cannot mah..sian..everyone i think is studying now..and i hate it..crap..even if u can argue that study is important..but is it so important that it destroy ur childhood..from young....7 days...need go school 6 days..then now 5 days lar..but then homework oso more la..exams oso more la...craP!!!!! i juz dun have the will to live anymore...alot of people say..what world war 3 is coming..or what end of the world is coming..I'll definitely be the one to cheer for it..WOOHOO lol...no need to suffer anymore le..to me..this world is so cruel..so what u have a little moment of happiness...or even a period of happiness...it will soon go away ..and leading to unhappiness..even if u fight for it to be everlasting..u are surely still unhappy lor...coz no matter what, you will suffer..i juz want to have a wonderful time..where there are no worries..no suffering....NO STUDYING AND WASTING MY TIME!!! only do what i want to do..but in REALITY...there are no such thing ...sigh....who will ever understand what i think...friends..dun bother to an wei me..or anything..juz go spend ur time to the fullest...enjoy all you can...=) i oso hope that i can oso enjoy all i can.. ~.~

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