=] backed home..
after dining with kenken brother =D LOLS!!
omg i have a new brother !! ^^



dinner @ Anjappar Authentic Indian Restaurant (Jurong Point)
hehs... everything was .. erm.. indianish good !!
luv their BBQ chicken cubes and naam esp..
the one people put in big big pot and heat like pancake de..
very nice!!! its like oil-less roti-prata bread >< lol



hahss.. we were like being funny all the while ..
walked ard jp.. and into fairprice to show her the fruit juice =.=
den keep suaning my this brother.. so maleish.. LOL =x dun wack me

=[ dun feel good 2dae...
lotsa things happened ....
even b4 i start my day i received a msg from terry
bout his dad's death...
saddening.. isn't it...
life is like this...
it comes suddenly, and goes suddenly..
never ever giving you a warning..

Learn to Cherish everyone around you people!
or else it may be too late before you realise it.


Didn't have much energy throughout the day too..
not because of the death news..
but dunno why...
ever since i'm sharing my thoughts openly with frens..
memories started to flood me...
the once hard-to-forget memories came back...
but i have learnt to let go.. since last June =]


been chatting alot of stuffs bout r/s with ITP-mates eh
they all very experienced de lors.. omg...
one r/s 4 yrs..
the 2 other guy flirtishh pro lai de ~!!!
omgosh.. muz learn techniques !! lols..
hehes been sharing amongst ourselves lately..
past experiences.. tips... do and duns..
=] although i have zero experience to share..
learnt alot =) thx.!

^^ sooo long nvr go out with parents liaoss..
2dae specially go out with them hehss
WITHOUT my bro =] coz he refuse =x


drove my mum and dad to ikea for shoppin
^^ omgosh .. hahass driving is sooo cool!!
esp when driving your loved ones...
that responsibility..
their faith in my driving skills..
heeees



spent loads of money 2dae....
shirt,
bermuda,
jean,
running shoes,
ankle socks.. blablabla
hahas completed a portion of my wishlist alrdy!!



ate @ Xin-Wang cafe with them...
50+ bucks @@@@@@ ahhh lolss
plusss!! those waiters seemed SOOO untrained..
run here and there..
hair long and messy dao brushing our utensils..
lolss hahasss dad was complaining.. ~~~~



anyway.. had a fulfilling day too!!

^^ 2dae was not a bad day for me...
chatted with Terry and Zhilong bout alot of stuffs...
guys talk =x omg hahass!!
=] fulfilling day yea....

Its over.. no more.. i give up.
i lost to myself already..
i admit i have phobia of r/s..
one which i cannot cure myself


anyway for those who are wondering..
i did not tio rejection or depression or whatever ya..
juz a battle inside my mind..


i am tired alrdy.

Blogging in ITP workplace now...
really boring and slavery job man...
hais... but i have learnt to accept it afterall..



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will be posting many photos soon..
of ITP, after ITP.. =\
kbox session.. =\
life snapshots.. =\
(stored alot in my phone le @@)



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has my past experiences gave me a phobia alrdy?
i really dunno.. and i am really confused..
yet i know that no one will be able to help me..
yup you may think its excuses.. but i am really scared..


been really emotionally-helpful recently to someone..
unfortunately.. i start to lyk her too..
dreadfully, i dunno why is this feeling coming back..


after 6-7 yrs.. nvr felt this b4.. hais..
i'm afraid that i have start to lyk her really..
omg really afraid and scared .. dunnno why..
isn't this suppose to be happy?..
but i have phobia of this.. omg.. save me..

end of third day of ITP.





NOW THAT IS CALL TORTURE.
packer job. WORST nightmare come true..
wad the hell does packing magazine got to do with DBIT
totally bullshit lors.. stupid company.

did so much data entry
that it becomes a norm alrdy.. in this zzz company.
torturing each and everyone.. even full timers

guess wad the hierarchy in this company is.?
BOSS - den all cheap labours.
mean is the keyword . MEAN BOSS
hiring ITP students x5.. wan us doubley speed efforts
good efforts, excellent standard.
YA AS IF HER EXCELLENT is even standard anyway..
did our best alrdy still moan here and there
did out best alrdy still comment until we are worthless
kaos.. if not for the ITP report..
i'd not stand her nonsense.





32 days of torture remaining.

end of second day of ITP.





went to Kong Hwa Primary School 2dae..
most memorable stuffs 2dae
was being able to see so many cute and innocent kids
once we were lyk dat..
carefree. no worries. running around like nobody business

especially wanted to try all the food stalls.
coz i misssss primary school food..
and tada.. went to tried more than half of the stalls =x
most memorable was the laksa and mee-rubus..
with that special.. primary school kid sause LOL =x
not too spicy.. special taste.

basically do collections of subscriptions 2dae
the "frontline" job eh..
nt bad.. learn alot too...
but tmr is back to the old mean office again. hais





33 days of torture remaining.

end of first day of ITP.

                                  short and sweet conclusion...

5 SP peeps...
          buddies very fast =)..

mean supervisor... 
          always yelling @ EVERYONE

unlimited workload... 
          never ending pile of junks

short deadline... 
          2 days complete 17 schools x ard 200 pple


                                  ... worst attachment one can get
                                  ... worst nightmare come true
                                  ... worst 7 weeks of my life

34 days of torture remaining.