Wa...blogger down..made me had to rewrite everything..haix me so free and sian..nvr lor..retype jiu retype =)

Hmmz yesterday nvr post..sian sick lor..wa lao holiday always make me sick..zzz so xin ku..even lie on bed oso headache...stand up worst..then sian lor..sleep whole day..then till night then go clinic..lol

doctor then say i what viro-cold..so chim? nope..think is infected cold bahz..but so stange..i nvr see anyone sick near me these few days leh.. aiya dunno la..then today feeling much better le..now then wake up? hahaz lazy me.. hmmnow eating porridge...dad say new stall..nvr eat b4 de..then try try..hao i jiu try... then guess what..whole bowl of porridge full of ginger..yucks i hate=X wa..their ginger so much more then their fish...coz their "fish porridge" only got 2-3 slices of fish =X hahaz the ginger leh..can say half of the porridge is ginger.. hahaz what sia..talk about my food in blog =P hahaz talk about yesterday bahz..

yesterday night ..after seeing the doctor..ate dinner and medicine..then i need to go out le..got erm...ahem sort of "tuition" la...dunno how to phrase it~ hahaz..then the teacher 2day so interesting..talk to us about us..

the chinese word."wo" which means "me".. actually has 3 "wo"..which oso means 3 "me"..everyone has 3 personality he said..1 is self-me "zi wo"..that's what you think you are like..what ever u are doing..u'll think that you are not bad..hahaz.. then other 1 is others-me "ta wo" ...which means what others think of you.. coz what u think of urself may not be what others think of u.. even if like for example.. you are singing on a stage..or karoake.. then singing till u think u are very good..then others oso clap say good good.. after u sing finish..then your self-me will increase..but who knows..maybe they are only sacarstic..hahaz saying you good..but maybe giggling behind ur back.. then you will not even know...well maybe they wanna do this coz dun wan dampen your mood mah.. motive is to have fun..not have any disputes rite~ hahaz then last is real-me "zhen wo".. this is the hardest "me" to know.. coz alot of people have been seeking for this real-me in themselves..what you think of yourself and other think of you may not probably be the real you..maybe you are juz making a false front of yourself..and you do not know it ... hmmz maybe you are always like scolding vulgarities..but the real you is a opposite of you..hahaz chim?

well..hmm i think what teacher said really make sense... its true rite.. hahaz but from what i think la..its best if you be yourself.. have lots of self-me rather than others-me other-me is you..that is trying to please others...what others expect from you..you will be that ..but that's not what you really wan ..i rather be self-me rather than others-me ..coz i hate to put on a false front..i wanna be myself..not what others expect from me i be that.. yep.. that's all for yesterday~ =)

on Friday, June 09, 2006


hahaz..so long nvr blog le... aiyo like to outdated le my blog..the date so long ago liao..everytime see wanna blog de..but always got something else to do..then do le forget..hahaz..now got time jiu come blog lor..hmmz.. hahaz dunno what to say leh.. ok let me juz start off with today bahz..

today ah..woke up quite late..around 12pm - 1pm lyk that..hahaz pig rite...sleep so long.. oso dunno y i slept so long...only woke up when joseph called my hp.. sort of morning call bahz.. he asked me whether i wanna go iceskating or not..coz alot of pple oso going...but then i dunno leh... i dun really enjoyed it the last time i went... learnt to skate abit only..hahaz

then oswin and lepeh ask me out to bowling..near my hse...hahaz so i agreed lor.. go brushed up..ate breakfast and bathed.. then jiu play abit com..hahaz~ hmm then jiu took 240 go superbowl lorz..lol they waiting for me till pek chek.. i think..hahaz..coz i took so long to reach.. then jiu play play lor..3 rds..today i seemed quite erm.."off form" hahaz...all my scores all so low...not the usual me..perhaps..or perhaps i juz woke up?..hahaz cannot find excuses...lousy jiu say lousy bahz..yep i am lousy at bowling =P..hahaz

then bowl finish jiu pei them go mac eat.. but i dun feel like eating lor..mac seemed so sian to me..nothing interesting de..maybe i went there too often le bahz..then jiu talk with them lor...about the games they play..hahaz 1 play MU 1 play war3:tft but both i dun play now le leh..now i play erm..gta:sa and gb..hahaz...old games..but ok la...not bad too..hahaz

then oso listened to 93.3fm using real mediaplayer..very long nvr listen to radio le..hahaz perhaps listened to own songs too much then nvr on radio? hahaz yep..

juz finished my dinner..yumm fried rice~ hahaz then now watching tv lor ...the bao lian deng finish le..then now the new show i dunno what is it about.. then blogging oso hahaz..

hmmz yesterday 06/06/06..nice date rite..pple say is a nice date..news oso say got alot of pple married on this day..but western say this refers to sth..they too superstitious le la..what 666 = devil? hahaz i dun believe~ =P hmm tmr thursday le..feel like watching Cars...new show mahz..in cinemas tomorrow mahz.. feel like watching.. i wanna watch 3 movies now lor..the omen..cars..and over the hedge..but then keep asking pple pei me watch no pple wan leh..all either indulged in games..or no free...or no money..sigh.. i felt so ... dunno what to say..wan watch movie oso no pple pei..so ke lian rite..but then ..no choice la.. its all fate? hahaz dunno maybe bahz..btw anyone wanna watch can find me? hahaz but... dun think anyone is viewing my blog bahz..too long nvr blog ..pple dun come anymore le~ well nvm...i'll blog for my own sake~ hahaz

on Wednesday, June 07, 2006