well.. Been really really busy..
all bcoz of school stuff...
didn't know why...
workload increased... compared to last year



received an sms from terry this weekend..
which really makes me ponder deep into it..
Do i really have to make a choice now?
why can't i have the best of both worlds?
this isn't fair..



hmms.. where's the junjie in the past??
the one who is able to withstand so much stress..
the junjie now is juz a coward..
juz trying to escape responsibilities..



i've also begin to fed up with myself..
i've made a choice last yr..
the choice to seek for my own destiny...
the choice to make myself financially free...
the choice to skip teenage yrs and right into career world
some vivid memories.. still remains..
the parts where i remember myself
fighting hard... no matter how tough it gets..



but look at me now...
why an i sitting right in front of a computer blogging
i used to remember i didn't even have time for TV that time



perhaps... i've really gone too far...
by forsaking alot of responsibilities...
by spoiling my own future...



perhaps... i really nd to get myself back on track again
as i dare say honestly..
i am way off track right now...