Wa...blogger down..made me had to rewrite everything..haix me so free and sian..nvr lor..retype jiu retype =)

Hmmz yesterday nvr post..sian sick lor..wa lao holiday always make me sick..zzz so xin ku..even lie on bed oso headache...stand up worst..then sian lor..sleep whole day..then till night then go clinic..lol

doctor then say i what viro-cold..so chim? nope..think is infected cold bahz..but so stange..i nvr see anyone sick near me these few days leh.. aiya dunno la..then today feeling much better le..now then wake up? hahaz lazy me.. hmmnow eating porridge...dad say new stall..nvr eat b4 de..then try try..hao i jiu try... then guess what..whole bowl of porridge full of ginger..yucks i hate=X wa..their ginger so much more then their fish...coz their "fish porridge" only got 2-3 slices of fish =X hahaz the ginger leh..can say half of the porridge is ginger.. hahaz what sia..talk about my food in blog =P hahaz talk about yesterday bahz..

yesterday night ..after seeing the doctor..ate dinner and medicine..then i need to go out le..got erm...ahem sort of "tuition" la...dunno how to phrase it~ hahaz..then the teacher 2day so interesting..talk to us about us..

the chinese word."wo" which means "me".. actually has 3 "wo"..which oso means 3 "me"..everyone has 3 personality he said..1 is self-me "zi wo"..that's what you think you are like..what ever u are doing..u'll think that you are not bad..hahaz.. then other 1 is others-me "ta wo" ...which means what others think of you.. coz what u think of urself may not be what others think of u.. even if like for example.. you are singing on a stage..or karoake.. then singing till u think u are very good..then others oso clap say good good.. after u sing finish..then your self-me will increase..but who knows..maybe they are only sacarstic..hahaz saying you good..but maybe giggling behind ur back.. then you will not even know...well maybe they wanna do this coz dun wan dampen your mood mah.. motive is to have fun..not have any disputes rite~ hahaz then last is real-me "zhen wo".. this is the hardest "me" to know.. coz alot of people have been seeking for this real-me in themselves..what you think of yourself and other think of you may not probably be the real you..maybe you are juz making a false front of yourself..and you do not know it ... hmmz maybe you are always like scolding vulgarities..but the real you is a opposite of you..hahaz chim?

well..hmm i think what teacher said really make sense... its true rite.. hahaz but from what i think la..its best if you be yourself.. have lots of self-me rather than others-me other-me is you..that is trying to please others...what others expect from you..you will be that ..but that's not what you really wan ..i rather be self-me rather than others-me ..coz i hate to put on a false front..i wanna be myself..not what others expect from me i be that.. yep.. that's all for yesterday~ =)