hmmz ok...another post le..
tomorrow racial harmony day le..school want us to wear traditional costumes..but i dun have leh..borrow whole day oso no pple like really have it..then some may have it...then not so sure lorz....so chiam lor..today morning wake up i eye sore..left eye...then very sore sigh dunno what to do..drip le some eye droplets chilling alittle while then back to normal...eye dry dry de....sigh..then no choice..still muz go school de..so go as usual lorz... morning my eyes were very red de lor..luckily i go school the eye colour go back to normal abit le...still red now larz..whole day but not so ming xian..no pple can really see if nvr observe closely...hmm so er xin..bloody red blood vessels at eyes...lol..lo..talk about this my eye feel dry again....sigh no time see doctor coz 8-9pm then reach home..lol..after school we go HOD room put back lor...lol..mrs tong let us occupy the HOD room for 1 whole week till 30 july (MY BIRTHDAY!!!) lolx coz we need to chiong the presentation...no time le seh...then after that she lend us her digital cam...woah so new lor..7.2 megapixels...alot alot alot better than mine....lol of coz ..mine old liao..3 years old..hers new leh...she like a fan of sony like that lor...everything sony..laptop, palmtop and camera oso sony..lolzzthen we go the superbowl mac eat...then yuancheng wan extra abit go foodcourt ..pangseh us..lol...after that he came meet us..we go superbowl there lo...see see whoi there ..and shun bian take the pictures...saw alot of 3-3ers there..lol..then me and junhao play 1 rd of pool..then i so busy..my turn i play..his turn i rush to the table get camera and take photo of him playing.lol..to be included in the flash =p..then take some jss pples we dunno de..yuan cheng de "girlfriendSS" coz they bowling..lol..then after that saw time..wahzz4pm liaoz so late quickly chiong back to school do lo....hmm the go HOD room spend the time there till ard 8-9pm then go home....then we made the jennyng and davidli cubicle till so messy siahz..like our home like that ..lol..things anyhow put,..but at least we pack up then leave...see we so responsible..wahahaz juz jking nia..hahazok too late le..eye now abit pain le..gtg to sleep..tmr still have to do the racial harmony concert siahz..hope those who may be able to lend me de bring the costume kkz..lolz

Hmmz today quite tired bahz ...after a early morning go school help sec 1 setup equipments in hall..then muz study for geography test..see i so hu tu...forgot everything siahz.sighz...lao ren chi dai zhen hahaz...sighz then recess 4got about ss homework..muz go copy ...lol...then geography test hmm at first test that time i a bit confidence..then after test hear alex they all discuss answer find out that alot of mcq ans are all As...but theni only got 1 or 2 As as the ans only...sian diaoz...then the structured essay oso dunno what to write..siao diao lor..die le...then soon ss le...find out muz hand in that copied homework..then quickly go edit some parts here and there...hahaz...then after that ...lunch..hahaz...we go eat lo..then hor..so funny siahz..me and zikai they all go buy food at different stalls..then i go buy the noodle de..then zikai and the rest go the chinese cooked food..lol..then i happily eat ..slowly too.then eat finish go put plate saw zikai still in the queue siahz!!...lol...he was the first in the queue when i buy my food..eat finish he still standing there...then i ask him..found out the stall no rice....mei ban fa..they want to buy the $1 rice mahz...aiyoz..then muz chiong...coz after that eng test le....that test hor.. dun understand at all lor..aiyo i chiam liaoz la..everything oso dunno...then after that when going home that time with jiande and christopher mahz..then saw yuancheng and christopher(the other 1) lol..they eating tell me go there..then made me stay back to do the racial harmony rehearsal thingy..hmm...nothing special really..but then done something usefull..lol..i managed to make the spotlight autoblink..lol..after hours of experiments.......lolx...nvm..however..i 4gotten how to do aagin..chiam la..i really lao ren chi dai zhen le..then now leh..home le..i still got so much homework to do..die die die...k end here le better go do homework..

woah...so long never post le...aiya...always nothing better to do de..then post deng yu mei post ....sigh life is not getting any better for me ....i dun really know y we have such a long lifespan..why......y can't we live a shorter live...its all so boring...its only the first 15 years of my life yet i feel so bored....so how can i tahan till the end..its meaningless lor..aiya dun talk about this le...hmm recently tio sabotaged..that yuancheng la...sabo me to rush a website for the school to present all the ipw works chosen de...stupid sia...kaoz...the deadline still so short...28/7 leh..then next monday need to give ms tham see prototype yet i nvr done anything at all... still got so much english homework...want to die le la..zzzz Rao Le Wo BahZZZZZ

woohooz exam finally over..yet i like no sort of feeling lyk that...lolx
coz this midyr i nvr put in any effort at all..i feel to put in..but then..no mood ...sigh..dunno y..nvm..well at least 1 big thing of this year over le..next is the end of year le bahz...but still got a long way to go...recently bu zhi bu jue no money le...sianzzz lol..wana save up money again le ...and i oso no more thing to post le..i think i'll start to post frequently from now bahz...mood better lerz..anyway..wish u guyz a happy time spending ur holidayszz....

hmm sad...sigh..i guess this mid year exam i nvr put in any effort..so i dun expect any pass at all bahz...i gues..sigh.moodless...feelingless...wanna die le ..(yeah!!)

haiz...so sian lorz...very no mood to post nowadays...haiz..dunno why leh...recently my mood like big change..lol...and attitude towards life too...i dunno larz...aiya..juz wanna complete this O level exam first..then i can break free le..no need to study..yeah!..hahaz..i dunno larz..i juz dun feel like studying leh..what is the use lor..as if i'll need these knowledge in the future...lol...yeha maybe..but...what the use anyway...all of us will leave this cruel world someday de mahz..then everything is gone to waste le....u see..as people always say..time fly past so quickly...and what is the use of studying anyway lor..we all have a limited lifespan anyway..its juz a matter of time be4 we so-called "leave" this cruel and horrible world..sigh.y dun we enjoy ourselves to the fullest...and not have a childhood of only study, study and study..what crap lor...everyday wake up so early..then go to school study..then so late come back...WHAT IS THE USE!!! Are we so desparate for all these knowledge anyway?!! Sigh i guess no one will agree with me..and will treat it as i talking crap..but then this is what i really think lor....y spend so much time studying...its like...we are being controlled all the while ....what education system...laoz...like a bird trapped in a cage...crap sia...early early wake up..go school study..then night sleep..morning go school again..then sometime still need to revise so much for all these stupid examinations LOR..is like very crap la..haiz..to me now..life is so much meaningless ..last time i used to have a happy-go-lucky attitude lor..then now leh..i think want to oso cannot mah..sian..everyone i think is studying now..and i hate it..crap..even if u can argue that study is important..but is it so important that it destroy ur childhood..from young....7 days...need go school 6 days..then now 5 days lar..but then homework oso more la..exams oso more la...craP!!!!! i juz dun have the will to live anymore...alot of people say..what world war 3 is coming..or what end of the world is coming..I'll definitely be the one to cheer for it..WOOHOO lol...no need to suffer anymore le..to me..this world is so cruel..so what u have a little moment of happiness...or even a period of happiness...it will soon go away ..and leading to unhappiness..even if u fight for it to be everlasting..u are surely still unhappy lor...coz no matter what, you will suffer..i juz want to have a wonderful time..where there are no worries..no suffering....NO STUDYING AND WASTING MY TIME!!! only do what i want to do..but in REALITY...there are no such thing ...sigh....who will ever understand what i think...friends..dun bother to an wei me..or anything..juz go spend ur time to the fullest...enjoy all you can...=) i oso hope that i can oso enjoy all i can.. ~.~

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heez...lol so late le i still awake sia..aiyo to me everyday lyk tt..habit le..hahaz..bad habit anyway..dun follow me arhz..hahaz..hao le..got mood to tag le..jiu talk talk bout 2dae bahz..2dae morning go school...as usual..2/5 pattern..nvr do homework go copy lolx...then i still copy man man lai..coz only 5 qns and after recess hand in..hehez..no la..did most myself..lolx.=)2dae horrrz 2nd period me abit happy sia..hahaz..wah i score in a maths sia...thought the full marker wil surely be alex/zikai/ruibin/zhenxin...did not expect me to get it..and yifeng to get it too..too unexpected le lahz..hahaz.hope E maths oso can get well..nvr ask for more la..pass can liao..to me leh..i find a maths easier than E maths leh..a maths qns very straight forward..emaths can turn 1 big round dunno what it talking about..diaoz..esp the collinear thing..i dunno what it means lor..y muz emaths test us on terms de...last time common test ..test about term..hai wo minus 1 mark...then this 1 hai wo minus 2 marks..aiyo me only memorise formulae nvr memorise the terms mah..then tmr get back paper le..now abit jin zhang le..hahazanyway..after recess is ss le..then so qiao teacher wanna use ohp..our class no ohp..then muz go borrow..lol..then horz hmm..whole row of classes no ohp../spoil or not in class or in use...sian diao..muz go all the way to the other corner..(when we're at 1 corner)..then use a while nia..then no use le!!!stupid...then i lazy go return..tmr muz go return le ..hahaz..hope i remember lor..then after school nd go dental...i went in saw yifeng and alot of other classes pple..then saw the dentist forcing a teeth out of his mouth dunno y..look so grossed..lol...the teeth in the end is being plucked / pull out...the cruel way..hahaz..then got alot of blood..then the tooth oso very long..about 1 inch.then i scared le..coz next my turn..lolx..luckily i no nd pluck out tooth..hahaz..only wash wash nia..then i jiu go eat lor..then go AVA room..maths too poor le lor me..muz go maths remedial =( ..hahaz..then go home at about 5pm arhz..then so tired..fell asleep in front of com..aiyo..now too energetic le...hahaz..nvm i go try to sleep le..quite late..tmr have panda eyes jiu chamm le..hahaz...gd nitez lor..~

noe finally got mood to post liaoz..aiya..my life...too boring le lor...nothing special happen everyday de...yesterday neh..use com whole day..2 day to me leh..its like a daily routine everyweek le...monday - friday....morning wake up...go school..then evening back home..then eat..then watch tv..use com a while then sleep le..sian lor...then sat and sun whole day wanna go out but no one pei me..lolx..anyway..go out oso dunno what to do ...lolx....then weekend to me are juz as boring..then soon week by week past..yep i agree that this may be boring...but ..how? i juz have no idea on how to change lor..btw..today arhz..so humid sia..sun so strong..lolx..fan on the strongest le ..still will perspire de...arghz..now whole family not at home...only me alone nia..then i juz cook campbell cream of mushroom soup drink..yummmmy hahaz..haiz..oso dunno what to do after this .le...sigh...

hmmm..so long nvr update le worx..now juz finish homework..so many a maths to do lorx..and i feel that my mind is starting to work slower le..dunno y..think qns oso nd think so long..then somemore dunno how to to leh..then i oso 4got to bring back emaths textbook to do the homework..sian diao...tomorrow muz early go do le..now so late le..muz go sleep le..though so long nvr post yet i nothing to write about leh...aiyo...coz u know y...my life getting more and more boring..that's y!..

hahaz..juz now went to look at yingxiang's blog..hm...so long no contact with her le..to think we are former neighbours and schoolmates..hahaz..last time she always comy my house play with my brother de...hahaz..then in tagboard link to her blog lor....then go see her blog...quite nice..hahaz....sigh..when i read thru the post..make me remember of my former school.."Rulang Primary School" though lost in contact with most of my friends there le..and teachers as well...haiz..last time i use to talk to the teachers there alot de leh...always help them this and that..now no contact le....sian diao..miss the school so much..feel like going back to see see leh..aiya..nvm bahz...let the past be the past..lolx..