juz back from JP...
watched a movie with an old gd buddy of mine =)
Chocolate (2008)
its a really great movie...
a kung-fu girl... with Autism(introvertness or sth..)
but learns Kungfu like a genius..
and all the scenes were acted out..
cruelly and with NO doubles..
they did all the stunts by themselves..
coz we stayed back to see the injuries they incurred..
after credits...
wow... really nice..
Trailer :
long time no blog le....
didn't much to blog recently...
my life is still as crap as ever....
wake up -> school -> home -> TV -> slp
usual routine for quite a long time alrdy...
and i am getting bored of it....
ever since school started...
i haven't been doing anything useful..
not to the extent where my limits takes me..
not to the usefullness which i think helps me in my future..
summary : i have not been living life the way I wan it to be..
slowly and slowly...
i feel that i am getting more and more lonely..
If someone will ask me this qns :
"How many good frens do you have", in the past??
my answer would definitely a whole chunk...
from frens with same ambition and fighting hard together...
to frens with same interests and playing hard together...
to frens with same minds and chatting heartily together...
too much....
but what do you think my answer will be right now..
at this very moment???
Simple... I can't really think of any... to fit the word, "Good"
NOT because i am introvert or something...
it is because .. juz a feeling from within me...
a feeling that the "good" friendship i once had with frens...
that i once think is strong... tough.. and up to the challenge...
is not there anymore....
and the catalyst? == Time.
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at this point of time...
i am really having mixed feelings inside me...
What is the real definition of being good frens...
have i been in a world of deception all the time..?
How come friendship can be soured due to selfish matters???
i don't understand..
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Still remembering vividly ... my very last post
juz before i left the world of blogging...
its about me.. searching for the real me..
seriously, i hate to become an actor in life..
whom have to act out in whatever things i do...
fulfill whatever expectations that is given to me..
do what others think is right....
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seriously... i hate myself....
i hate the semi-introvert semi-extrovert personality that i have
ever since primary school...
sometimes.. i will be feeling so high..
going ard talking to people...
knowing new friends...
i'll go talk to strangers, sometimes lol..
jioing out frens..
for movies..
for shopping..
for kboxing.. (been yrs since i last sing, ever since i quit Ocean Butterfly's vocal)
for chatting in cafes...
and stuffs like that...
what people will usually name it as.. Socialising..
sometimes.. i am so emo(a word i learnt in smit..)
i will be prefering myself alone...
deep in thoughts...
not wanting to talk to anyone...
trying to avoid alot of people...
happy juz to spend time alone.. myself...
shopping, watching cinema, gaming, blablabla..
all by myself...
not that i do not have friends to accompany..
but sometimes i juz love the peace,
the atmosphere of being alone
its like personal time to myself..
and to admit honestly...
i've been being a totally different me..
school... extro?
@ home... super intro....
why do i say that??
hmms.. i juz dun know what to do @ home
dun have the feelling of chatting with frens... in MSN
(what i always do last time..)
imagine.. seeing my contact list...
11pm le.. still have 141 contacts online...
its like WOW rite? so much..
but guess what
i am not chatting with anyone of them...
=.= abit ddiuuu feeling?? hahass
NOT introvert.. but is juz dun feel like .. haiss
just received a horrible news...
a relative of mine has passed away..
there's alot of things going through my mind now..
suddenly feel .. life is so fragile..
in life.. there're so much things to be done...
so much... for me.. the list is almost unlimited..
but do we have enough time??
are we given enough time??
and who is the one giving us time??
for me .. i think the answer is ourselves..
some people may think its god or sth...
wait wait.. are we jumping to religions now?
religion has always been a myth to me..
and will always be...
dun bother talking religion to me...
coz it wun work..
i have a thousand and one ways
to prove why each and every single religion in the world..
is not what they are said to be...
so holy..
so fantastic..
so great..
ya whatever!!
back to topic...
there's always this question that i have been forgetting..
this special question that i've learnt from a success-course
"What is the things you will do today if
you happen to know that this day is the last."
Well the phrasing of the question may be wrong..
coz its meant to be in mandarin..
but well.. the meaning is still there..
its asking.. if you know that that day is near..
what will you most, wish to do??
Cherish life.
Cherish your loved ones.
Cherish yourself.
didn't have the energy to blog yesterday...
aww.. really too tired.. hahass
met elis, peizhen @ bugis...
to shop shop walk walk hahass...
thanks for accompaning me ehs =))
its been really long since i went to shop & walk walk hahas..
went straight after school ehs...
monday.. school ends at 12...
den went to lunch..
and discuss some parts of the RWPS project
i still go call the lecturer up and argue lors..
wad each submit one report..
one group submit 4 reports..
den what's the use of doing it as a group??
why not individual work eh??
mindless... end up giving me excuses ..
say what.. he also dun wan to mark all students' report
he rather mark a report for each group...
cause its all the module co-ordinator's fault..
Waaaa.. u as a REPORT WRITING & PRESENTATION SKILL LECTURER..
using this lousy type of ji qiao to cover...
still dare say urself have great background blablabla..
ya rite... i wun believe...
anyway.. went to bugis after that..
umm... waited there @ yoshinoya ..
those 2 so slow lorrss =.= hahass i am always EARLY okayss =))
ate salmon bowl when they came..
den we keep suaning elis bout her graduation suit
she juz took from NYP... can go brush the ground le worrs..
so long...
but anyway.. wonder when will it be my turn? ^^
walked ard... bought a cheap and nice belt =))
5 bucks nia lehss.. lolss.. =))
den elis go buy a cosmetic pouch.. pink color de..
hahass.. den sth very QIAO happened...
guess what..
we saw fongyee and max and justin and terry worss..
hahass
chatted a while.. OUTSIDE The toilet..whr we met..
den go separate ways.. the rest go home..
fongyee accompanied the three of us..
WENT to alot of places...
like ...
the soup spoon thing place.. @ bugis B1 hahass..
i ordered Velvety Mushroom Soup..
OMG it is NICE OKAYSS
!!!!
saw something special...
seen it before???
its water... but shooting upwards!!!!
and to amazement.. no water mess created..
den i thought is pipe lai de...
in the end is not!..
coz we saw someone go touch and "yan jiu" the thing..
den go splash until himself..
and we all were like... so evil.. keep laughing lorss..
after that went to accompany fongyee
to look for his girl-de-friend's b'dae present...
go 1 big rd... still nvr set his mind on the stuff to buy..
hahass.. den we sian.. from bugis..
walk... ALL the way to esplanade...
hahass den got 1 dark route..
elis was like.. so scared lolllss..
reminds me of the FOC nightwalk this year...
it was so successful lors...
100+ campers.. only 12 pairs made it through whole thing..
"Safe and sound"
the rest all brokedown.. =x
beautiful scenes @ esplanade...
PRESENTING a sillouette(yeps.. dunno spelling.. =x)
of the great MERLION... nono should be middle size..
the L size @ sentosa.. hahass 
we oso went to took some pics...
all thanks to the zi-lian-queen Elis >.>
hahass keep take photos....
PS: i nvr put ur photos here =p i only put grp de =DD
finally...after a long day...
on the MRT.. way HOME =))
i was like so sian.... took illusionary pics of us =X
and looks like someone is missing from the illusions..
>.>
final note.. really love the esplanade there..
when i am not tired of coz..
it is very peacefull..
really calm..
with erm.. river breeze.. LOL
den random stuffs all ard...
sitting there silently can be relaxing too~~
even if alone.. hahas...
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Random quote of the day:
Each decision we made is an important decision.
back from MPH warehouse sale in expo =)
waaa go there from nothing.. okok..
to headache...
Zzzz all u see ard is piles and piles of books
imagine ALL the bks in the national library...
messed up together... BUTTT
without sortation.. all messed.. =.= zzzz
too bad no pics.. hahass..
coz i was busy searching for the books to buy =D
go there will kan jiong..
coz all books are so limited
maybe u may see one book u wan to buy
but the other second its GONE!! =.=
and will take u years to find it in the mess again..
2dae so suay.. laptop DIED down on me =.=
the monitor gone hay wire...
den sian.. actually lazy go expo de...
SO FAR LOR .. I LIVE IN THE WEST OKAY...
Den sian.. was playing PSP coz no laptop..
den think.. might as well go expo....
play psp on the way lo....
so jiu bathe and go there le..
zzz jio that elis go... she go DUA me..
fine..!! last min say dun wan go..
when yesterday alrdy say wan go le =.=
den i alone lors...
go there.. bought le 74 bucks of books!!!
total bookcount = 10..
that's a average of 7.40 for each book
which cost 30-40 outside each!..
zhuan dao le.. woohoo..
gonna buy new laptop soon...
now searching for new, better ones....
wan to buy one that last long...
with (pickup and deliver) warranty.. coz i lazy...
good graphics and stuffs
so can use programs/games without worries =.=;; ..
preferably HP.. hehes.. dunno bahs..
see first.. but gonna change SOON..
coz my current de screen cannot make it liao....
keep spoiling... Zzzzz
heng i have my beloved PSP
that survived countless drops by me =x..
and still working and kicking good .. wahahass
playing the game on psp.. Brave Story..
wow amaze.. i too lnog nvr play RPG games le..
nvr know the graphics became so cute and good..
cool!!!!!
hahassss
tmr 8am wake up worss...
feel like going bugis..
i wan to shop for belts...
shoess...
PDA..
laptop..
DIGICAM...
zomg... enuff said..
coz the list will go on FOREVER
one thing i learnt in economics..
Scarcity = Unlimited Wants VS. Limited Resources...
currently my limited resources is MONEY $$$ of coz!!
and my list of stuffs.. IS SO FREAKING ALOT LARSSS
hahass..... someone go shopping wif me =D
window shopping or spending shopping.. wee~~
anyway.. gtg le.. signin off~~
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Random quote of the day:
Every breakthrough is a break-with, a letting go.
As we work to put first things first in our lives,
it may be time for us to let go of things that are holding us back,
keeping us from making the contribution we could make.
OMG I AM SO CLUMSY TODAY!!!
dropped my PSP and H/P... both!!!!
different timings..
different place..
zzzz heng both no spoil..
if not i am so gonna hate myself....
REASON :
I put both in a file..
and keep forget zip it..
den walk and drop..
so LOL rite... zzz
2dae went for an appointment...
with a prudential guy.. LOL.. he asked me out..
and duh.. to sell me policy..
so the good and kind JJ accepted his invitation
and went to an appointment wif him....
@ bugis pastamania...
(btw i set the location myself coz i wan eat there =p)
den happen to be.. this guy.. from prudential
with 14 yrs of experience...
and only a senior adviser rank..
not even a manager rank.. hahass..
tried to close me.. with all his policies..
hehs.. and guess what....
he FAILED to close me of coz...
hahahass... he muz be damn dulan....
cannot close policy and still tio wack....
wacked him about how slow it is..
and i still present to him his payout if i really buy..
EVIL RITE.. i go reveal his plot..
he wan earn commission from me for 3 yr..
dun think i dunnoo LOL...
***BTW I AM NOT A INSURANCE AGENT .. HATE THEM!!
coz alot tried to hardsell me in the past..
and of coz.. tio shoot back.....
btw i ate the pastamania's bu-dunnowad.. crab pasta..
zzz thought they gonna serve REAL CRAB MEAT..
coz the dish is ard 12 bucks..
YET.. they serve crabstick.. with full tomato sauce.
and give me cream of tomato..
hahass wad a tomatoy meal =.=
btw tmr gg buy books heess..
very hardworking horrss....
=X >.> ya rite LOL
k gtg slp soon...
signin off~~
was browsing moon's blog and saw this IQ quiz.. lolsss ==
tried it out anyways =D
Your IQ Is 135 |
 Your Logical Intelligence is Genius Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Genius |
hmmss quite late le horrs .. hahasss
juz remembered to blog =)) b4 going to slp
hmms 2dae... nth much on school stuffs...
2x 1hr lectures with a 1 hr break in between.. den dismiss le..
so early siahs.. dismiss @ 1pm .....
nowhere to go =.=
jioed moon out to watch movie!!!
wootsss finally can cure my urge for watch a movie!!
bought 4.10pm Ironman tickets.. and was still early..
so went to arcade for ard an hour or so....
0s0 accompanied moon..
to browse giftshops to buy a necklace for someone else.. ahem ..
hahass... shall not elaborate =x
oh ya.. still rmb .. 30 mins b4 e show..
we went to kopitiam to eat something.. not hunger..
but juz to eat for the sake of spending time LOL...
BTW.. i just realised when i was surfing the net juz now..
IRONMAN was not even officially in cinemas yet!!!
hahass... budden it is really a nice show to watch...
2hrs plus of hi-tech and comedy superhero movie... very interesting.
action-packed i would say...
u wun feel that bit of boring in any part of the show =)
i really dun mind watching it again heesss =D
omgzzz hahasss back home very very early 2dae lehs..
one of the few days i didn't go to SPGG for pool ehss..
coz simply i feel a little headache 2dae... haiss..
went to school on MRT 2dae.. OMG!!! i realised something ..
when i was going to tapped out of MRT 2dae.. i realised..
out of the three weeks in poly as a year 2 student..
2dae is my first day going to school in MRT!!!!
zzz i really hate myself.. for being such a wastage of money..
2 whole weeks never take MRT to school = cab for 2 wks le..
$$$ gone without me knowing.. zzzz i am gonna stop this habit le!!!!!!
first lesson was econs lecture in MLT12.. didn't walked the long route from MRT..
i took e bus route =p.. 1 stop from Dover MRT.. heng the bus came in time..
coz if not i'll be so late!!!
went in the MLT at exactly 9.10am.. which shows that i'm still on time =)
ehhss found out the econs lecturer is actually quite a farnie guy indeed..
he tried ways to make us entertained.. so as not to make it a dry lecture..
good job =)
my day in school went passed, followed
with econs tutorial, stats lecture and IDA..
well there's nothing more to mention bout all these lessons..
all are normal.. nth special thou.. =(
lessons ended quite early 2dae... 4pm.. hehs..
didn't go to SPGG.. so went home lorss =)
took same train with suanern.. hmmss chat a while till she alighted at JE..
den i continued the journey to Jurong Pt..
trying to find someone to pei me watch movie...
but to no avail.. haiss.. headache but feel like watching..
yet no one will pei me.. why?? am i so "mei ren yuan?" haisss
nvm..
went home after that.. alone lars.. zz den was like trying to find sth to do..
went back to play an old game.. GTA : San Andreas..
hmms.. used to love this game..
hehes.. its fun.. one of the best games ever created.. but guess what..
2dae is the official launch date for GTA IV !!.. but too bad..
i'm NOT gonna buy/play it =)
i dun wan to be addicted to gaming for now..
i wan to pursue better things in life =)
Lollipop Event by SP juz COCKED UP zzz
As mentioned.. i really feel that this whole thing is a total failure...
i hate the organising comm~~
just wasted my day..
waited in the long queue for hours to enter MoS and cannot get in... haiss
i guess 9/10 of the people who queue cant get to enter too.. zzz
still say an underaged party for SP students ... ya rite....
all crapss.. made us queue for hours ...
queue moving even slower than snails??
and yet disallowed us from going in at 9 plus... wad the hell lars...
budden this event also nt bad..
saw alot of frens there.. old frens.. whom i didn't see quite long time ago =x
hahas... budden i heard is all tertiary students leh..
how come mostly SP students.....
somemore mostly all underaged.......
like me =)
