yawnsss... late liaoss.. hahass
(edited the timing for post so that this represents 2dae's post =))


weess 2dae damn happy..
cox i finally finished the whole series of "wei xiao bao" for the 2nd time =)
hurrayss.. 2nd coz my first is on channel U.. hahass that's long ago worss
=) 12.58am.. finished last episode, whr xiaobao and kangxi bid farewell forever..
its a wonderful drama.. i've always loved that xiaobao's films.. like ju bao peng for eg..
=))


2dae spent my time in SPGG.. saw alot of tricks by the pool team peepz..
hehs.. maybe i'll post them here later..
pardon me for the low resolution cox its on a camera phone =S
but all the tricks are damn nice larss... didn't expect pool got such fun things...


hmmmsss juz finished my MMWD - flash tutorial (easy =x) hahass..
now blogging here lo.. hmms....
tomorrow is LOLLIPOP EVENT @ Ministry of Sound!!
wootss clubbing..
i dunno what it means..
or wad it does....
but i know i will enjoy myself... hehes
first time go clubbing lehsss.. nt bad horrs.. =))
tmr going MoS straight after school.. which ends at 5pm...
late...
and i dun feel like bringing much stuffs.. or even my BAG =!
hahasss lazy fellow riteesss =))

heess.. tired... =))

didn't blog for two days....
hmms.. partially.. didn't know wad to blog yesterday..
den happen to hear my blog song.. reminded me of the task to blog hehs =)


just reached home..
finished my dinner..
laksa =x yummies..
even though i finished it with much effort
due to its spiciness =x
it was nice overall hehss..
no wonder that long queue i saw juz now eh ..


tired.... yawnnssss zzz
backed from SP... hahass.. so late riteesss
people will complain that i am mad lor..
so late still in SP.. siao de
budden in SP.. it was fun.. =)
esp with 1B04 peeps.. hurrayss
played photohunt and pool with em..
hahass we are all mad people..
spend hours trying to break record in the photohunt =x


felt shag oso... after school.. haiss
back and shoulder aches lehs..
hahass.. achess... arrgh
how good can it be if someone will massage for me >.>
hahas =p but i know its impossible hehss .. continue dreaming, JJ =))


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hmms... i feel really guilty.. all of a sudden...
out of nowhere, this feeling emerged from within...
i feel.. guilty about what i am doing now...
hmms.. the way i am spending my time away...
is it really that wise?..
what will i really get..
i don't know...
feeling lost...
somehow.. this feeling of lost..
hard to describe..


so random rite.. budden all comes suddenly..
something pop up into my mind...
all of a sudden.. dunno why.. haisss....


honestly.. i feel that the foundations i have built for the past one year
thought the foundation for my future.. "was" firm...
but didn't expect me to see myself in this state now..
it is like i am breaking my own efforts..
efforts made over the past year...


starting to regret it...
(( haiss i should really do something ))
I don't get it..
i really don't.. How come..
everything comes and goes so fast..
it is like one moment.. i have everything...
and the other.. i am nothing..
did i really led myself to a dead end on my life path, life journey??


since the start of this hard journey,
i have been constantly improving myself..
in terms of knowledge, skills and so on..
and i am constantly telling myself..
keep going on..
no matter what..
even if the going gets tough...
never give up!!!
and that's what i have been doing..
for the past few months at least...
all till now.. April 2008..
whr i really feel lost...
i nd guidiance..
i nd someone to walk this journey with me..
i nd someone to give me a hand...
coz i had really went through a hard fall...
but who will really understand me?
not sure, haiss..


i really don't wan everything to end so soon
i feel that i have been trapped..
trapped in my own hands..
my own playful self.. the bad side of me..


i know..
i know my responsibilities right now..
at this very moment..
i know that alot of people is waiting for me..
waiting for the person who is pushing hard,
pushing forward with them for months..
to return...


but i really need a break..
i know the break i took till now... is abit too long..
but please.. trust me..
if you guys are reading this..
trust me.. give me a bit more time..
i'll change.. i'll make a comeback..
with the right mindset and spirit to fight on..







Random Thoughts
somehow, i know...
from inside me..
there is a hidden power..
i dunno how to describe.. special??
but i got a feeling everyone has that different "power"..
this power.. or should i say.. force?..

this force..
feels so powerful..
so uncontrollable..
i am afraid..
scared.. i dun know what it is..
but for sure.. one thing..
I will achieve great things with it..
whether you..
the silent reader of my blog..
believe it or not..
i really don't care anymore
you can treat me as mad..
but one day..
i'll prove myself =)

just finish lessons today... nt bad..
2dae end 12pm.. hahas.. juz finished my lunch=)
had mixed fish soup for lunch... yummyy!!

=) now guess what i am doing =?
CRASHING LESSONS!! wahahahass.. so badd =x
now in EBT peeps' class.. saw alot of familiar faces..
hahass.. reason for crashing = ?
playin games again =s

but now damn sian.. coz not enuff power plugss.. zomg...
scared later play halfway no more batt .. dieeee =S

nvm just a short post for now =)

=)signin off~

Oppss!!

hahas that word remind me of the SP Lollipop Event.. (see previous post)

hmms.. i didn't post yesterday =(
reason being.. maybe i too busy surfing youtube le hehes.. =x
recently i addicted to a drama.. that was once screened on channel U..

Duke of Mount Deer
featuring Dicky Cheung and his many wives.. hahas so flirticious >.>
but he treats them all with his heart... which is a good thing...
watching the episode 27... the scene in northern China-Russia borders..
whr Xiao Bao sacrificed his winterwear to his loved-one..
despite the freezing weather...
he went half-naked and tried to make "water" with his body temperature..
well.. that's called unconditional love.. isn't it =)
and there are many many other scenes as well... hehes..
although i've watched this show before..
bud i really enjoy it =)

shall go sleep soon.. scared later cannot wake up..


COZ TOMORROW IS A START OF A NEW WEEK IN SP!!!


and the lesson is 8am.. wad the hell lars =.=''





signin off~

weees.. back home lerrsss =))
had a fun day 2dae.. really fun =D


shall blog about 2dae...
hmms the day started off with me... almost** late for class heess
MMWD = multimedia web design..
mum fetched me to sch.. den went to have a look @ SP popular first for the text...
wanted to buy.. budden saw too many people queueing.. den forget it..
juz ran into bang deli .. bought a cheesy omelette for breakfast ..
den rushed off to t2231 for lesson le.. =) heng heng
1 mins b4 late timing =D


well.. overall the lesson was damn easy for me lars...
imagine doing macromedia flash... all those easy-to-do stuffs like tween and stuffs
lol.. gift-marks module i would say =D heess
luckily for myself i learnt flash since primary sch..
so it isn't that hard for me anywaysss


had lunch @ foodcourt 4.. hahas.. with 1B04 peepss...
btw thx amelia for buying my food =)
so that didn't have to queue up =D
had nasi lemak from the local delights =))
den got someone from Opps! come along giving out free Opps! tissue
featuring Lollipop!

nt bad leh the design... hahass.. its a SP-event @ Ministry of Sound..
this coming friday.. minimum age 16 == underaged party!!
hahas i am like pushing my frens to goooo... budden..
i dunno i want to go myself or not lehs =p




was too early for our next lessons, which was gems..
den we played ASSHOLE daidee.. hahas its fun ~~
although they keep insist that when i shuffle will "cheat cards"
hahass.. but i really dunno how =? juz plain lucky..
from covered cards they say i cheat.. den i try pick out a 2 for them..
in the end really so freaking tyco that i got out the biggest 2 =.=
hahassss den after on they dun let me shuffle le =(


den went for GEMS... it was boring =.=
was in same class as jean.. nt bad.. didn't really chat wif her b4
had some chat and so on.. during lesson time..
omg man i hate this lesson.. lots of presentation work and copying of notes...
siannnnx 40-peepz class.. 3/4 guys lol...
didn't really realise till jean told me.. hahass.. maybe i wasn't too observant afterall =x


class ended 1 hr early.. which means 1hr lecture out of 2hr..
which is like.. damn boring larss.... so long break till next lecture..
meet up with the 04 peeps again...
**BTW i tried out the fc4 Glutinuous Rice Balls in Beancurd..
omgomgomg.. didn't ate it there b4..
it was like damn nice larss..
everyone!!! should go and try!!!
only available every Tuesday and Friday though~~
i'll go and buy next wkk too.. addicted le .. =p


lecture afterwards was not much stuffs to elaborate...
lol ranting bout accting to sylvia..
who was sitting beside me =p
she say nd my help in MMWD.. den i oso nd her help in ACCT
can help out each other eh? =)


rushed to vivo afterwards with pam and jy..
felt so weird during the train ride with them and their fren..
they like talking alien language..
=.= dunno how to chat or stuff... LOL


reach vivo very fast... from dover...
den the 2 of them went shopping.. while i go meet the rest of the crusaders!!
they were @ GIANT hypermart to buy some tidbits for the movie later~~
den i oso went to buy.. the original flavoured seaweed..
omg it is awesome.. too nice =D


went dinner @ kopitiam.. den off to movie..
hehess some of them have the photo of the super long ticket..
which is TALLER THAN JIAWEI =x ..
coz she was like keep holding that.. and comparing her height..
den gavin keep suaning her.. so farnie there.. LOL


the show? The Forbidden Kingdom...
wow the golden swallow acted by a china actress v.chio =x
watched her show b4.. she acted in the "Tu long Dao" drama b4..
4got the name hahas..
whole show.. was a comedy larss.. by jet li and jackie chan.
2 big timers.. hahass.. and they like piting their kungfus in the show lars..
both action-packed and comedy type.. sure rated v.good =)


after that we loitered ard @ the shooting water gadget outside vivo..
the place whr we blew condoms for our FOCamp 0708 last yr!!
PS : I am NOT the one blowing.. i remembered clearly it was weiliang =D


there.. its like oso fun lars.. we keep trying to aim barnet to run thru the water..
den he like so hum.. hahasss.. his actions and our forcefulness .. like comedy oso..
den i try to siam aside to the back watch show..
dun wan kana backfired den i kana aim in the end =p..
took group photo..~~ waiting for marissa to online to post it here heess =)

Crusaders rox!!

CRAP..

an hr ago.. i was still in a good mood to blog after washing up...
now i am very frustrated... Zzzzz

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE MEDDLES WITH MY STUFFS!!!

what happen?? zzz.. its damn dulan...
my mum... juz threw away my medication away.. Zzz..
when i am looking for it juz now.. i realised it missing from e fridge..
den i go asked and she said she mistook it for her stuff and threw it away..

IT IS LIKE WHAT THE HELL LARS

i am not even close to finishing 1/10th of the whole bottle??
and it freakingly cost me 60 bucks..
and its all gone
and now its my fault for NOT INDICATING PROPERLY ITS MY MEDICINE??!

fed up.. so what?
am i to go see the doctor again?
and ask for the same medication minus the ones i took??
and pay for the whole course again??
isn't that what people called.. :
THROWING MONEY INTO DRAIN!?!?!




sian.. i no mood to post anything bout 2dae le..
although there isn't really any fun stuffs 2dae...
other than me getting more bonded wif e new classmates =))
the rest is all not in my mind now... as i am full of frustration !!
but its okay le.. at least i get to RANT it all out here.. =))

signin off~

Heess finally i'm home =)

2dae got class initially at 10am.. budden due to my laziness.. i overslept.. =x
10am wokeup lols!!! den i quickly rushed .. bathe and everything...
msged Taufiq to help mark my attendance =D saying will be late..
thanks arhs. u rox as class rep ...

den i started to dil-ly dal-ly here and there.. till 1050 still @ home wahahahass
power rite!!! trying to find my SMIT-FOCamp 08/09 polo tee shirt..


didn't wan to missed lunchtime with the 1B04 peeps..
den i quickly took a cab there and rushed off to SP..

reached le.. den i realise the foodcourt 6 is still empty..
den saw some crusaders there @ the bench.. jiu went to chit chat wif em.. hahas
2dae really cool.. all crusaders and some enthu freshies wore our SMIT shirt..
its like a gang of people surrounding that area larhsss.. so farnie..

went to have lunch.. and lecture..
after lessons rushed off to SPGG play few rds of pool..
shall not elaborate on these.. boring =x

during 3.30pm.. rushed off to SMIT club room there..
thought i was late..
in the end i was one of those earlier peeps in the room zzz
hahas.. went there for Freshmen Orientation Reunion (FOC 08/09 gathering)
heeess i was assigned as the photographer.. weee
its been so long ever since someone appoint me as photographer..
like 2-3 yrs le.. =p hahasss den wendy going to lend me her 1k plus digicam..

O.o.. 1k plus.. SLR or sth?? hahas scared siahs.. later drop/rain/spoil i DIE... OMG
but i'll take much care of it de.. dun worry wendy =))

den went off to Raffles Shopping Centre.. hahass shopped there for ard 2 and a half hrs.. =x
legs sore.. den i jiu went to "TCC" for some high-tea or sth =p

=) hahass nice?? my high-tea 2dae @ the cafe cartel.. (mistook it as TCC) hahas..
Tiramisu (half-gone) + Iced double mix

den soon after.. huiting came.. o.o.. first time see her hahas..
and btw. she is damn tall lars.. =.=
given her age and height , we are so obviously older sis and younger brother LOL =)

took dinner wif her @ the same place..
she had some spicy pasta .. and i ordered grilled dory fish =)) LOVE IT..
but strangely.. they served me SAMBAL CHILLI BESIDE THE FISH??
so weird.. western incorporated into SINGAPOREANS' style or sth??
hahass.. den i jiu asked for mayonaisse(i dunno spelling.. oh well..)

ahh.. we ate quite fast coz hungryyy...
den rushed off to citylink and marina sq and suntec in search for her younger sis's bdae present
her sis same age as me =) hahas..
btw.. the time den was ard 9pm.. =.=
all shops are almost on the verge of closing !!!
den we brisk-walked ard the big malls like crazy but to no avail..
hahass.. closed closed closed.. sad?
she said tmr going to buy bahs.. oh well.. gd luck

went separate ways.. she lived @ east side..and i am west =x
well.. how come so many people live at east?
including terry justin max +++ etc etc etc
so many east =.=

well.. went home le.. finally =)) had a bathe and here i am.. blogging this super long post =x
going to slp soon le.. tired...
cya again tmr =))

signin off~

Poooh!!

lolsss now like reducing my post counts to ard one per day le..
i am trying very hard to post daily hahas..
at least not back to my old slacky habit of not posting for 1 yr =)

reason being.. its starting school..
and i am not having that much time in front of com lerss =(
so not able to blog alotss.. hahasss

2dae school was.. umm.. slack !!
start of the day .. jiu got one and a half hr earlier dismissal lolls
making our break two and a half.. den we jiu play asshole daidee lorss
"we" refering to... suanern, amelia, karwai, shishiong,sylvia,linying,minglee and mee=)
well back to old former classmates days... heeess

partially coz i think.. this class.. 21 people..
got 5 people from DBIT/FT/1B/04..
den the rest from 1B/23 and 1B/24.. <<< buddy class
den they like very very clique lorrss.. =.=

den making us 5 like outcasted lyk that.. sooo bad.. lolss
i keep trying to break the ice lorrs.. try.. but to no avail..
juz talked to one of the classmates in msn.. about this matter..
hope he will be able to bond wif us oso =))
hope this situation will not last over 1 week.. hahass
coz the rest assume that this will last 1 sem or even 1yr!! hahasss

den went to gg play pool wif the guyss..
mj,mel,paul,fang,roy and the usual pool team peeps..
nt bad.. play will quite well..
towards the end still got streak.. won branden and the malay one =))
sense of satisfaction.. maybe wif luck or sth heheess.. but still win..

reached home.. den jiu cooked my favouriteeeeeee
Campbell's soup : Cream of Mushroomm ... YUMMIESS!!!!!
i juz simply loved my own culinary skills siahs... impressive..
i cook better than any restaurants i buy it from, outside =D
heehees.. maybe got potential to become a famous celebrity chef =))

tmr going to wear SMIT crusaders teeshirt.. hees.. SMIT!!!
den got FOR meeting in the noon..
evening going out to town..
lolss so long nvr go le.. hope go there walk walk lorss =))

BTW.. elis complained my blog NO PICTURES!!!
omg.. i oso think so.. maybe its really too wordy le.. hahas..
shall try to take photos more =) and post it here =)
i think that's all for today bahs..

signin off~

yoyosss.. here to blog again lerrrss =))

first day of school todae...
as expected..
new class..
new classmates..
new friends..
new teachers..
new modules..
.............

the list can go on forever eh ;)

but all are good lars... hahas..
except for the fact that my pool skills degraded till super lousy..
sianness hahass...

arhs.. moon ps me again =.= zzz
happy belated b'dae anyway man..
nice buddy i have =)
but he too busy wif girls le..
dun let me celebrate wif him..
hahahahass =))

ahss dad got to use com a while.. i write till here first bahs..

signin off~~

ehhhss ended my day 2dae.. hahas

siannnn tomorrow school starting le..
8am lesson..
omgosh.. hahass... how how how am i gonna wake up =?
got to slp early lorsss =.=

went to bugis juz now =.=...
they said its cityhall there..
budden after knowing the location...i think bugis is closer =?
national library there ==

LOLss hahass they wan cheat me walk from cityhall lorss.. == so bad
wanted to go TPY after that.. budden didn't really went
partially coz of laziness bahs?

so went to take train back to chi-gardens wif fongyee hehes..
talked alot.. about future.. aspirations.. dreams..
hope our dream will succeed together eh ! =)
(i muz achieve it by 50 yrs old.. so all shall start now =))
i've waste abit of time alrdy hahas.. shld nt waste more eh..

den boarded his dad's van and surprised me =D
guess who i saw?? Wilson!! omg its like months since i see him
his usual spiky hair has reduced to now slacky look? omg
wad happened??
hahas but anyway thanks fongyee's dad for driving me nearer to my hse...
coz heng we "shun lu" or same direction in english.. hahas..
den they juz drop me off somewhr near my hse =)
thanks alot ehss

went home.. achieved? hmms.. i rmb somethings i learnt last yr..
sort of bahs.. thanks for recalling my memory guys..
i've really missed alot of stuffs these 3 wks of camps and chalets..
alot.. hahass.. nd time to catch up the momentum liaoss.. =))

reach home.. saw the finale of the show.. fu lu shou..
hahas its like quite nice can... ended.. =( ?
i only watched the last 15 mins eh?? lol omg
den thx dad for buying my packed dinner for me ehhss..
stingray... luvvv it =)) **sry croc hunter.. but i luv to eat it =D
hehes.. nth much to do lehs..
now chatting on msn nia..
gtg slp soon ehs..

SEE GUYS.. I DO SLEEP EARLY!!!
AND I'LL PROVE I'LL BE EARLY TOMORROW MORNING OKAYSS
hahas i'll try =p
okies thats all..

signin off~~