juz came back...with a huge pile of books..the school dunno why ..suddenly tell us to bring back all our books..any books left in class will be confiscated..lolx..then 2dae done the cny rehearsal..realise this time the celebration very empty..lol..so boring too...then went for meeting till 4.30..then went to canteen..lol..played chess with junhao..lol..2dae won 2 pple...total 4 wins and 1 lost..hahaz.~~..then waited till 6pm for ys,yj,von,mk,zm to dismiss..then go home 2gether.
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haiz...1 week have past le..yet its not getting any better...haiz..are we really meant to not be together again mah...haiz...i really dunno...y did this happen..did i done something wrong?..i really dunno..haiz..its really very sad..day by day..i'm looking so okay..nothing wrong..but i know i'm just acting..not the real me...haiz..kept thinking about it..home..school..the happy moments we've together..this so painful..so cruel..its like the end of the world..haiz..really wish for that day to come...

yesterday too busy with physics ppt le..then nvr update hahaz...in the afternoon went to jp with mk while waiting for ys,yj,von to come back..went to lai lai to eat..then went to popular go buy a S$23.95 physics o level guide bk..hahaz..last time saw it and wanted to buy..lol..money too much siahz..juz jking hahaz..then after that saw jiande,noel and wx at jp first level,3/3 classmates at 3rd level..lol....jp like crowded with jurong sec de..hahaz...then went to old chang kee buy sth eat..ee i go buy the shrimp wrap..not nice to eat de..EEEE..lol.then wait for 154 go school..lol..almost miss that bus stop again siah..hahaz..mk and i like always miss stops de..like last time mrt oso..hahaz..then on the way in saw joseph..then told him accompany us to com lab...to use com..hahaz..then hor.t.he com there become more and more worst le..lol..so laggy de..EEkz..lol..not long after..ys,yj,von back le..mk sms them told thjem we at com lab..then they came up told us go down lol..they wanted to return camera then..lol..then return le..hang ard the school..lol..chat chat..then after few hrs go home le..hahaz..~~~ today leh...afterschool...went to eat..then mr awang called me and yuan cheng for emergency meeting..lolx..prepare for tmr thingy..then chat very long..hahazthen realise its 3.55 le..so late..lol..then wanna go le..go find mk they all..find the whole school..but oso cannot find them siah...wah..hahaz..all go home le sia..hahaz..then walk ard saw ms wee..ask her about the scan pics..then oso saw sze wei alex zaw they all..all tio punish siah.so a maths for punishment ..lol so good..i oso want to do leh..so sian..haiz..lol..

haiz 2dae starting to get used to it le..accepted the fact anyway...juz only hope to..
haiz dun say le..anyway..2dae i very happy hahaz..A maths got so high marks..29/30 leh lol..1 less mark coz 4got to included 1 answer..careless siahz..hahaz..aiyaz..tomorrow maybe get back chem test leh..chiam chiam..so many question dunno how to do..die liao la...haiz..juz hope for the best bahz hahaz..2dae waited till ard 5.50 for mk lol..ys,yj,von and zm,,wanted to go home..after waiting 1 hr plus for him..but von feeling nt well wanna go home..then others follow..hahaz..only i left behind waiting for him lor.hahaz..so qiao again..lol..after like 1 - 2 minutes he dismiss le..then told him about others juz left..so he quickly rushed to change out of his band uniform..then we rush to try to find the others..lol..surprise oso to see that zm walking back towards us..hahaz..they said they saw us when they are there..lol..haiz..juz now got sth to do at last..lol..not bored...helping ms wee scan photos lor hahaz....oso trying to find songs online..

haiz....really very sad...ever since i received that sms 2dae.in the morning...i've been thinking about it...for a long time le...haiz..the same question remains..y did this happen..millions of questions up in my head now...left unanswered..haiz...no one actually understand how i feel....i've been acting all along...i dunno..haiz..in front of friends..look ok...but then to myself...i only feel so lonely...juz like today..when we went to jurong east after chinese overflow..with ys,yj,von,mk,zm..they are like alot to chat about..i'm really keeping quiet ..dunno y..haiz..those who know about this maybe u may understand how i feel bahz..really can't find the courage to speak up..haiz...y...really a pity..only for a few months..haiz...anyway..since its her choice..i can't force her to do what..haiz...its already a fact...i've only got it accept it..its all my fault i guess..when i am that fortunate..i dun cherish those moments..till when this happens...i regret...haiz..tried to make this back to normal..but then to no avail....failed..haiz..it really broke my heart ..its like thousands of needles poking into my heart...juz because this happen...haiz...really very sad this time after reading that sms..feeling like not going to school..cause this really spoils the day...haiz...2dae keep thinking of it till i headache...the whole day...haiz...if this is the fact..really got to accept it..no choice le..really hope for the moment when someone really help me cure all my pain.haiz...i guess this moment will never happen..haiz...actually i dun even feel like saying all these out..but then i thought i might feel better writing it out..haiz..it can't be helped now i think..haiz..juz wish for the one i lurve..to be happy can le.. ='(

hmm...quite a long period of days never update le..~~here to update again..
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~~Friday~~
well...2dae quite last day of school till weekend le...have IT/MR at 1.30pm for chinese new year rehearsal...then meeting at 2.30pm..hahaz..quite interesting the meeting..coz can get to know more new MR members this year...hahaz..then look quite ... small in size actually..lol..hahaz ..no offense lar actually..then mr awang told me to use his antique old digital camera to take pictures hahaz...took the solo pictures for the sec ones..lol..dunno y need to take larz..then some of the members in sec 2-3...very soon ..dismiss after discussing about the CNY thingy..went to canteen to wait for ys,yj,von,mk,zm hahaz...i think itmr dismiss abit too early..lol...waited very long lor...nothing to do then bought icecream...sit down...chat with 1 sec 1 boy...hahaz..i met him be4 in the arcade...not really quite close..hahaz..but still remember he owe me 10 bucks as i lent him very long time ago..primary six bahz..hahaz...then he very soon oso left le..then ys,yj,von came soon...soon larz..hahaz..then walked ard a while..then waited for mk..hahaz..dua pai siahz...so many pple waiting for him..lol..then zm next..lol..more dua pai...lol..when ncc dismiss..zikai come join us..then zemin said he wanted play bball..told us to wait for him..for like ard half hour..lol~..then we decided to left without him le..then halfway hor..yijie decided to wait for him..then we went back..then within like few minutes..she decided to go..then we go..lol! we follow like dogs following owner lor..lol..haiz but then 2dae ended with something very saddening..haiz..y did this actually happen leh...y...haiz...dun wish to elaborate anymore on this thing le..haiz...

~~Saturday~~
2dae really very sian..lol..played gb a while then went to mk house lol..then whole day!!!..very early went to his house..lol..very sian mahz..then decided to spent the time there till night..lol..started with listening to mp3 player...lol..listen then i sleep on the sofa..kept thinking of what happen yesterday lor..haiz..sad......then mk listen to his songs in the com 1..lol..then we like competing volume..lol..his com speakers vs my travelmate speaker..using batt de..lol..we on till so loud till her sister...sleeping in her room woke up ..lol..then i turn down the volume le..oso decided to kope his songs lor..but 4got to bring the wire when i brought the cd along..LOL!..haiz..then too sian went to jurong point arcade.play a while ..oso very sian..walk ard lor..then decided to take the mrt...with no destination 1.lol...so funny...then halfway decided to go bugis..lol..then listening to mp3..talking.then 4gt to alight LOL..till i realise y so bright de..then realise we already at kallang mrt..so need to alight..sit back 2 stops..lol!..then do so le...bugis ..hmm..quite crowded bahz..went to sim lim sq..nth to do mah..then walk ard.....lol...so sian too..every level of it every part of it like walk at least twice le..lol..then went out of that building..walk ard..bought icecream..lol..then realise like the place guai guai de..lol..then we think we on the wrong side of the place le..only hdb buildings..nothing else..lol..then walk back..then walk ard at bugis junction..so sian..lol..then took mrt again..no destination again..decided to stop when we see a shoppign mall near the station 1..lol..then haiz..arrived at last stop..pasir ris..lol..went in..nothing to do de..decided to head for its arcade..named "game station" lol..lame name larz..lol..inside hor..got lan..decided to play..then we realise y all the coms only a few pple using..less than 3..lol..coz the com sux..lol...the softwares use the pirated versions de..cannot go online..cannot play lan somemore..dortx..so sian..then went gunbound lor..lol...then dunno y yvonne sudden pop out..lol..then keep trying to waste time only lor.lol..then we like left 10 mins..to sian go to food court to eat..lol...then went back to jp le...von wanted to go home le..so pei her go wait for bus..after that went to arcade with mk..lol..very late le..11 plus..then saw jiajun and dilys at the entrance there playing dance dance revolution...lol..decided to join in the fun..but then so paiseh only..lol..then suddenly a pro pop out..lol..after our turn..saw him play..so FAST SIA..lol..see the arrows oso gong le..dunno how he like perfect score de..then dun wan waste time went inside to play daytona..lol..then very soon decided to go home le..

~~Sunday (Also Known As 2dae..lol)~~~
morning woke up..very sian..played gb a while..then want to go mk house.lol...went there saw mk and von...woah..lol..always saw von at his hse de..lol..then very soon..ys came..followed by zemin..lol..all very sian at home bahz..lol..played gb,puzzle bubble...and dance dance revolution..lol..very sian nehx..lol..then soon..mk,von and zm went to dabao lunch..leaving me and ys there playing puzzle bubble..lol..then came back very soon..lol...then eat le..then nth to do suddenly..ys decided to go home..after that we decided to learn how to play majong..lol..mk teach us..but then halfway hor..he teach till too chim..all admit defeat siahz lol..then played daidi on the table..lol..then very sian oso..lol...went to jp popular..von wanted to buy the lit storybk simplified version de..lol..hopeless sia..long time ago till now still cannot find..lol..then fang qi..went to play daytona with mk and zm..von behind watching..lol..play 3 rnds with them(expert,advance,beginner in order)..1 rnd myself..lol dunno y 2dae i like 4got how to play le leh...keep losing de...haiz..then after that went home le..then sian go sleep..till now wake up ..writing blog lorx..hahaz..
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haiz..felt really very sad throughout these few days...dunno y this will happen leh..haiz..really wish that this actually never happen..but...haiz..nvm...hmm anyone curios bout what happen..plz dun ask..remain curious..ask me i oso dun tell de lar...haiz..

hahaz..now so late le..lol...going to sleep soon le..juz now 1.15pm dismiss ..then waited for yishan and yijie till 2.15..then went to eat..then mk release at 2.45..then von at 3.15..wah 2dae von like so suay lol..lost ez-link and broken piece of contact lens in eyes there....after that we met their junior..then went to yishan hse lol....went there dunno do what..lol yijie internet connection spoil want to go there use and then all of us followed there lol...play games....then went to eat dinner..hahaz..after that then go home le lor...

hahaz..like posting blog once in 2 days le..hahaz..yesterday have mt overflow after school..then after that met yishan,yvonne,yijie,zemin,moonkian..hahaz..mk need to go band..then we decided to wait for him till he after band lor...in the meantime...we go mac eat..hahaz..we siao liao le...me and zemin go buy 20 nuggets each...then each of us bought our own drinks..all same lol..coke float..lol..then all shared the nuggets..eat till sian le ah!!! hahaz..then went back to school do homework...hahaz..saw mk march ...hahaz..all of us say very cute lol..then mr ang scolded us for staying in school till so late..then we pack up.go stairs there wait for him..hahaz...so qiao..he juz came down from band room sia..hahaz..then we go home le..hahaz...then 2dae hor......went to school..then go do PA duty...hahaz...haiz nvr get to chat with 2/5"04 in the morning..haiz..then 2dae the talk i oso dunno what is it about..i so sleepy..lol..at the ctrl room level sleep on the ground siahx...hahaz..2dae lesson time oso tried very very very hard to not to sleep LOR....SO BORING LESSONS!!!..then after school still have english compre common test..lol.. 3/1 so good lor..have the test at lesson time..then outside our class there that study tables...making SO MUCH noise!!..then finally 1.5 hrs of struggling...lolx...went to meet other 2/5"04 pupils..went outside our classroom last yr..hahaz..then alot of sec 4 walk past lehz...lol...dun say this thing le...after that we went to eat lunch...then chat a while..dunno my throat felt like very xin ku leh..then i keep trying to ren zu lol..then other pple saw me say i like xin qing bu hao..dortx..then after a while ok le..lol..go see mk and zemin performing monkeys stunts..in the pull up there..then after a whilel.walk ard..then go home le..~~~juz finish dinner hahaz..

hahaz..these few days suddenly nvr get to post blog daily le..hahaz..yesterday my mum brought me and my brother went to jp buy new clothes ..hahaz..wah so expensive leh..dunno y she can she de buy lol...hahaz..oso bought new pencil case..hahaz...then at night keep practising the a maths till i fell asleep lol..hahaz...then 2dae morning gave jay album to yishan..lol..then after school went to mac with her,zemin,moonkian,yijie,yvonne lol...then in mac change spot go kfc..hahaz..then mk on the way complained about gastric pain..then oso skipped his band practise later..after eating..went back to school canteen lor..hahaz..do homework..lol..then went home le..

hahaz...2dae went to mk hse..at noon..lol.go there only see mk and von playing puzzle bubble against each other..lol..so sian leh whole day..using the com..watching tv...nth else..lol..at night yishan went to jp with her mother .lol..then we go look for her..then saw her eating at kopitiam there..lol..after that pei yvonne go take bus..then mk and i go arcade..lol..entrance there always can dee the para-para pro players..lol..always got crowd there de..lol..we play le few rnds of daytona..then went to popular bought new jay album lol...then went to kopitiam to have a late dinner at ard 9.45 with mk..then go home le ..hahaz

hahaz 2dae have a fun day ..hmm..morning woke up..nvr eat breakfast went to mk hse le..hahaz..at ard 10am bahz...bought macdonald hotcake w/ sausage on de way...then da bao go mk hse eat...lol..finish eating then yishan and yvonne came le..lolchat for a while, watch she concert and la pi xiao xin or crayon shinchan...hahaz...so lame right..hahaz.....mk hor..and von played chinese chess sia..hahaz..dunno who win still..hahaz..then after a while...zemin came...then followed by weixiang and noel...hahaz..then chat lamely for a while lor..hahaz..then went to jp le....walked around to find birthday present for guomin..btw..hahaz...guomin..happy bdae..~..hahaz....yvonne oso kan shang le a blue nike bag for herself de..hahaz..then we went to meet sze and guomin at superbowl ..reach there saw them playing pool..lol..noel and zemin like so pro 1...keep thrashing sze and guomin....after that we went to the arcade there to play..while noel,zemin and sze went to play bowling....lol...2dae dunno why all like playing new games lol..puzzle bubble ah..hahaz..not new la..very old le...then went to play daytona...lol the daytona there hor..so lan 1...will turn itself de...then the gear oso so hard to adjust...then nth to do yishan decided to go home..lol..send her to busstop then walked back to join the rest at bowling..played only 2 rnds only HOR...AND COST ME 8 bucks!!!!!WAHHHH...lol..duno how they calculate de leh..total amount S$63.90.lol..dun care le la lol..sze,zemin and guomin bowling so pro de..me leh...SO LAN de...noel lac lac play can anyhow score le..oso destroy the ground la..hahaz...not bowl..is throw..lol..then after that most of us went home le....then weixiang mk and me went to arcade to play..wah..my standard drop till like worst than a begginer le....beginner track i oso can bang the wall..lol..then ard 9pm went to mk hse to eat maggi mee....lol...he cook de very nice leh...yvonne so xing fu got him as ahem..u should know what i refering to...bgr hor..hahaz...juz jking la...but then we keep watching hor...can see they very close le..hahaz....now at mk house writing this blog lor..before this watching crayon shinchan ...hahaz..