haiz...so sian lorz...very no mood to post nowadays...haiz..dunno why leh...recently my mood like big change..lol...and attitude towards life too...i dunno larz...aiya..juz wanna complete this O level exam first..then i can break free le..no need to study..yeah!..hahaz..i dunno larz..i juz dun feel like studying leh..what is the use lor..as if i'll need these knowledge in the future...lol...yeha maybe..but...what the use anyway...all of us will leave this cruel world someday de mahz..then everything is gone to waste le....u see..as people always say..time fly past so quickly...and what is the use of studying anyway lor..we all have a limited lifespan anyway..its juz a matter of time be4 we so-called "leave" this cruel and horrible world..sigh.y dun we enjoy ourselves to the fullest...and not have a childhood of only study, study and study..what crap lor...everyday wake up so early..then go to school study..then so late come back...WHAT IS THE USE!!! Are we so desparate for all these knowledge anyway?!! Sigh i guess no one will agree with me..and will treat it as i talking crap..but then this is what i really think lor....y spend so much time studying...its like...we are being controlled all the while ....what education system...laoz...like a bird trapped in a cage...crap sia...early early wake up..go school study..then night sleep..morning go school again..then sometime still need to revise so much for all these stupid examinations LOR..is like very crap la..haiz..to me now..life is so much meaningless ..last time i used to have a happy-go-lucky attitude lor..then now leh..i think want to oso cannot mah..sian..everyone i think is studying now..and i hate it..crap..even if u can argue that study is important..but is it so important that it destroy ur childhood..from young....7 days...need go school 6 days..then now 5 days lar..but then homework oso more la..exams oso more la...craP!!!!! i juz dun have the will to live anymore...alot of people say..what world war 3 is coming..or what end of the world is coming..I'll definitely be the one to cheer for it..WOOHOO lol...no need to suffer anymore le..to me..this world is so cruel..so what u have a little moment of happiness...or even a period of happiness...it will soon go away ..and leading to unhappiness..even if u fight for it to be everlasting..u are surely still unhappy lor...coz no matter what, you will suffer..i juz want to have a wonderful time..where there are no worries..no suffering....NO STUDYING AND WASTING MY TIME!!! only do what i want to do..but in REALITY...there are no such thing ...sigh....who will ever understand what i think...friends..dun bother to an wei me..or anything..juz go spend ur time to the fullest...enjoy all you can...=) i oso hope that i can oso enjoy all i can.. ~.~

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heez...lol so late le i still awake sia..aiyo to me everyday lyk tt..habit le..hahaz..bad habit anyway..dun follow me arhz..hahaz..hao le..got mood to tag le..jiu talk talk bout 2dae bahz..2dae morning go school...as usual..2/5 pattern..nvr do homework go copy lolx...then i still copy man man lai..coz only 5 qns and after recess hand in..hehez..no la..did most myself..lolx.=)2dae horrrz 2nd period me abit happy sia..hahaz..wah i score in a maths sia...thought the full marker wil surely be alex/zikai/ruibin/zhenxin...did not expect me to get it..and yifeng to get it too..too unexpected le lahz..hahaz.hope E maths oso can get well..nvr ask for more la..pass can liao..to me leh..i find a maths easier than E maths leh..a maths qns very straight forward..emaths can turn 1 big round dunno what it talking about..diaoz..esp the collinear thing..i dunno what it means lor..y muz emaths test us on terms de...last time common test ..test about term..hai wo minus 1 mark...then this 1 hai wo minus 2 marks..aiyo me only memorise formulae nvr memorise the terms mah..then tmr get back paper le..now abit jin zhang le..hahazanyway..after recess is ss le..then so qiao teacher wanna use ohp..our class no ohp..then muz go borrow..lol..then horz hmm..whole row of classes no ohp../spoil or not in class or in use...sian diao..muz go all the way to the other corner..(when we're at 1 corner)..then use a while nia..then no use le!!!stupid...then i lazy go return..tmr muz go return le ..hahaz..hope i remember lor..then after school nd go dental...i went in saw yifeng and alot of other classes pple..then saw the dentist forcing a teeth out of his mouth dunno y..look so grossed..lol...the teeth in the end is being plucked / pull out...the cruel way..hahaz..then got alot of blood..then the tooth oso very long..about 1 inch.then i scared le..coz next my turn..lolx..luckily i no nd pluck out tooth..hahaz..only wash wash nia..then i jiu go eat lor..then go AVA room..maths too poor le lor me..muz go maths remedial =( ..hahaz..then go home at about 5pm arhz..then so tired..fell asleep in front of com..aiyo..now too energetic le...hahaz..nvm i go try to sleep le..quite late..tmr have panda eyes jiu chamm le..hahaz...gd nitez lor..~

noe finally got mood to post liaoz..aiya..my life...too boring le lor...nothing special happen everyday de...yesterday neh..use com whole day..2 day to me leh..its like a daily routine everyweek le...monday - friday....morning wake up...go school..then evening back home..then eat..then watch tv..use com a while then sleep le..sian lor...then sat and sun whole day wanna go out but no one pei me..lolx..anyway..go out oso dunno what to do ...lolx....then weekend to me are juz as boring..then soon week by week past..yep i agree that this may be boring...but ..how? i juz have no idea on how to change lor..btw..today arhz..so humid sia..sun so strong..lolx..fan on the strongest le ..still will perspire de...arghz..now whole family not at home...only me alone nia..then i juz cook campbell cream of mushroom soup drink..yummmmy hahaz..haiz..oso dunno what to do after this .le...sigh...

hmmm..so long nvr update le worx..now juz finish homework..so many a maths to do lorx..and i feel that my mind is starting to work slower le..dunno y..think qns oso nd think so long..then somemore dunno how to to leh..then i oso 4got to bring back emaths textbook to do the homework..sian diao...tomorrow muz early go do le..now so late le..muz go sleep le..though so long nvr post yet i nothing to write about leh...aiyo...coz u know y...my life getting more and more boring..that's y!..

hahaz..juz now went to look at yingxiang's blog..hm...so long no contact with her le..to think we are former neighbours and schoolmates..hahaz..last time she always comy my house play with my brother de...hahaz..then in tagboard link to her blog lor....then go see her blog...quite nice..hahaz....sigh..when i read thru the post..make me remember of my former school.."Rulang Primary School" though lost in contact with most of my friends there le..and teachers as well...haiz..last time i use to talk to the teachers there alot de leh...always help them this and that..now no contact le....sian diao..miss the school so much..feel like going back to see see leh..aiya..nvm bahz...let the past be the past..lolx..

tomorrow school starting again..end of our short halfweek holiday..sighx..this holiday started whth the sports day on thursday..hahaz..sports day cheng house win...so obvious cheng house winner..coz from the start like almost everything they keep getting 1st..hahaz..then after that go market eat with joseph..then he come my house..then i go change and we went to the lan gaming near my hse to play..hahaz..then next day..good friday went out with zemin to lan again then i went jp..buy jd present ..then yesterday went out with jd,zhiyong,jinwei,weixiang to spend the day with our birthday boy..hahaz..went arcade..then marine parade..then lan game aaaaagainnnn...lol..then stteamboat..with a funny game when we cannot finish the cooked food..,.weixiang so chiam..eat 2 types of halfraw food..and stomache...then after that play pool and watch midnight movie...son of mask..so funny..hahaz

orhzz so long never update blog le sia..sian diao...too much homework le lor..keep chionging homework till early morning these few days..sigh..then monday i sick coz sunday work too hard bahz maybe..monday i tio high fever in the morning..but then still go to school sia..no intention of skipping school mahz..then tuesday abit better..fever went down abit but still have fever larz..haiz..2dae then ok le..but then 2dae hor..haiz..got knee injury..juz now play bball with weixiang,alex,zemin they all then running after the ball and fell..haiz.i became handicapped le lor..aiyo..then i handicapply walk to busstop..took 242 to jp lorz..then wanna buy something from popular..then went in...bought a nice little book..hahaz then oso 2 pens and a staple set..lolx..can u believe it..total price 20-30 bucks..lolx..then went to macdonald buy mcflurry to eat..so hungry lorz..have nt ate dinner yet..then i limped my way home after alighting from the bus..hahaz..then go home..4got to bring key..then father not around in home.......lolx..then like outside the house ....then i wanna take out MP3 player to listen then find the keys dropped out..WOAH..what a surprise..lolx..i cannot find the keys juz now de..then now auto drop out..hahaz..then go in....ate dinner and father came back..saw my bruise..then wanna apply the lotion on the bruise..then he so !!! hen xin..go and make the whole thing lotion..then WAHHH so boiling HOT lor the scar..lolx..dunno y..maybe nvr experience this be4 bahz..so hot..then till now no mood to do anything le..so pain and hot..haiz..going to sleep le..so late. tomorrow so early muz go school setup PA system for sports day..sigh..nvm..sleepy le..yawnz...byez~

hmm quite a long while of not updating le..nvr update often liaoz..lazy bahz..lolx...yesterday ..hmm..as usual..went to a maths remedial and almost late..lolx..then rush to busstop..get into bus30 and saw alot of 25"ers hahaz..then chat chat and walk quickly to school lorz..aiyo..i reach school found out that i'm perspirating profusely..hahaz...dunno y leh...its like i juz finish bathing and sweat alot liaoz..maybe coz i rush too much le bahz..then that lesson hor..actually is in panel room..but then dunno y change to AVA room larz..aiyo.inside we learn logarithms..then 1 thing made me change my impression of mr lim lor...wa..i 4got to bring that note..nothing happen ..then i borrowed jinwei's notes and flip to the back only..and did the homework that was needed to be done ..and finish quite soon..then sit there nothing to do..lolx..then he suddenly come over...crumple that piece of paper and told me.."i never gave you permission to do these questions" its like ...omg...what the...i do question also need permission de ah..zhe shi she me shi jie mah!....wa lao..everything oso need permission..i breathe oso need your permission ah..we pay school fees...come to learn..learn only mah!..do anything oso need permission..plz lor..its like i do extra questions and kana scolded..what is this...anyway..dun wan talk about this le larz..starting to hate 2nd teacher in JSS..luckily he not as bad as the first..that botak head chen..lolx..anyway..after that mk, weixiang and 1 other guy wanted to go JE entertainment there watch movie bahz..then jio me ...hahaz..then i agreed lor..then i thought of going home late..then wanted to go home change clothes lor..then after that took MRT and went there..then watch the 4:15 de show..what boogie man ah...so lame lor that show..lolx..trying to lamely scare us..lolx..them weixiang keep complaining what the popcorns mk gave him so salty..lolx..after that show went outside the theatre saw junhao and his friends playing xbox in a shop opposite the cinema..then went to chou re nao..lolx..then see them play till like 8pm bahz..then bought noodle omelette to mk house ..yummy...hahaz..then play ps..lolx..too lame le..nothing to do..lolx..then went home at around 11.30pm bahz..hahaz..then bought mcflurry cuppucino ah on the way home..then sleep le..2dae leh..wake up at around 11 bahz..so sian nothing to do whole day lorz..hmm..watch tv only..lolx..then tomorrow i going creative WHS bahz..maybe...that alex hor..siao de..say what he going there at around 6am lorz..lolx..anyway..i'll stop here le...tired le..watch too much TV..eyes tired le..lolx..yawnz...nitez~

haiz..so late at night le..need to sleep le..tomorrow still have A maths remedial lohzz..hahaz..1-3pm, juz now morning 7am went to superbowl macdonald to meet MR friends..erm erm...discussed about camp thingy lorz..then they went off..i waited there for oswin..to go to the yuhua secondary lol..we had no choice but to take taxi there..but then..to our surprise..alot of taxi drivers dunno where is yuhua sec..lol..too wulu le la that place hahaz..then we went there for the solar car thing..haix..its something like tamiya..but using tamiya parts with the battery source from a solar cell..lol..then starting our car too heavy cannot move siah..hahaz..then took out alot of "extra" parts lor..then jiu ok le..but then can move ....but cannot move straight..lolx..only like curving..hahaz.everyone oso like that problem..aiyo..and our design oso not very good..so plain only..then out of the 4 prizes we got nothing..lolx..after then took taxi again back to school..then i go to canteen eat lor..then oswin oso wanna eat so kope 1 packet of the rice and eat..(for mr camp de..but extra packets left la..so treat alot of teacher, pple etc..hahaz) then i quickly rush up to AVA room lor..junhao keep calling me to quick lol..then go there the camp hor..halfway thru le..aiyo..then its time for the most fun part..scavenger hunt ..hahaz.alot of them go and hide the clues and then me, yuancheng and junhao went around to see the clues lor..making them harder to find..but in the end very fast they all can find all le..our expectation for them is 1 hour but the whole thing finish in less than half an hour then we go and set up the xbox for them to play lor..for the winner group lor..then soon dismiss le..after giving out the badges .hahaz..so hapy..got gold badge siahz!..hahaz..

haiz..so chilly now..now working on the MR thingy..hahaz..so late le i still doing it..lolx..can't be help mah..sec 3 le..what to do..more work to be done le..juz now leh..went out with 2/5"04ers..hahaz..aiyo..zemin, weixiang, zikai and noel larz..hahaz.2dae hor...weixiang looked so funny and different...lol..go anywhere oso wear that white cap..aiyo..lol..2dae in the morning lor..woke up forgotting about the remedial lesson 2dae..luckily zikai call me..lol..hahaz..then in the end late for 1 min plus hahaz..then afternoon met zemin they all go watch movie..hahaz..sponge bob square pants..so nice and hillarious sia that show hahaz..then jiu go home after zikai bought his lan cable le..hahaz..sian now doing the thing after discussing with the other pple lorz..hahaz..